Hey I’m afraid of flying up in the air, but I do it anyway

Hey there! I’m so glad to be able to share this news with you! The lead single from my forthcoming solo album is releasing on June 17th! The track is called “Afraid of Flying,” and I’ve been waiting a long time to sing it to you.

My new album, Conversations with My Other Voice, is a back-and-forth between a younger version of me and me now. The idea to make the record was inspired by five songs I didn't get to record in my previous solo music chapter; I thought I'd track them and quietly release them as an EP, but when I sat down with them again, I found that I wasn't the woman who wrote them anymore. The stories had changed, and so had my feelings about them. So, I wrote five songs in response and updated the perspectives. It ended up being a set of conversations, hence the title. A memoir-in-songs. “Afraid of Flying” is one of the original songs! The full album will release on September 23rd.

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I wrote “Afraid of Flying” during a Nashville blizzard; I was at the end of a years-long collaboration with another woman and was ready for the next chapter to begin. It’s about looking at what belongs to you from the pile of rubble and getting on down the road with it. If the courage and the songs were yours, take them with you. Leave the rest.

You’ll have the opportunity to get more of the story in the book of essays I’m publishing with the album!

Until then, pre-save the single if you’d like it in your new music feed the day it comes out.

This project has been a quiet dream for yeeears, waiting for its moment. Here she comes.

Thank you so much for being here,

Buick Audra

Nashville show opening for Will Hoge on October 8th!

Hey, friends! Thank you all so much for the “Lullaby of Loathing” love! I appreciate all who have listened, watched, shared, added to playlists, and spun on the radio! I made my own Spotify playlist for the song if you’d like to check it out. It’s a work in progress. Also, I did actually have “I think I hate you” pins made. I did. An outgoing message to that special misogynist in your life. You can get them on Bandcamp, and they come with a download of the song!

My shows earlier this month were a great time; I’m so glad I went. And speaking of shows, I have one more very soon! I’m pleased to announce that I’m opening for awesome Will Hoge on October 8th, at one of his two Nashville shows! You can buy tickets for the show here! I’ll have Lex Price, Jerry Roe, and Kris Donegan on stage with me. Join us if you’re in town!

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9.12.21 // Westside Bowl, Youngstown OH // Photo by KM Creatives

I’m sure I’ve said it one million times, but it’s been so meaningful for me to release this series of songs in recent months after ten years away from the solo work. Thank you for receiving them. My full-length album, Conversations with My Other Voice, will come out next year. Can’t wait for you to hear it. I did an extensive interview with The License Lab over the Summer, in which I discuss the album. Check it out if you’re interested!

In the meantime, my band Friendship Commanders has some cool stuff coming up this Fall! Please follow what we do for those announcements, but I can tell you that there’s new music very soon, and also some tour dates!

Thank you for your support and attention! As always, I wish you courage, clarity, and fire.

Buick Audra

"Lullaby of Loathing" is out today & shows begin tonight!

Hello, friends!

My new single “Lullaby of Loathing” is now on a streaming platform near you! You can watch the video for it via Music Mecca who have kindly premiered it today! They have also published an interview with me about this single and how it fits into the bigger picture of the solo work I’m releasing right now. I hope you enjoy it!

The video was lit entirely by candles, and features Kris Donegan, Lex Price, Jerry Roe, and myself. Jerry Roe directed, shot, and edited the video. Shout-out to my fellow witches of the world!

If you would like to purchase the single, you may do so via Bandcamp.

I’m celebrating the release of “Lullaby” by playing some shows out of town, starting tonight! I’m so looking forward to playing a full band set—and I can’t wait to see Aaron Lee Tasjan, too! All dates below.

September 10 - The Outpost, Knoxville TN - full band show - supporting Aaron Lee Tasjan

September 11 - Buzzbin, Canton OH - solo show - Femme Fest

September 12 - Westside Bowl, Youngstown OH - solo show - with Jay Byrd

September 24 - Americana Fest, Nashville TN - panel - A Conversation on Substance Abuse and Addiction Resources in the Americana Community // With Lilly Hiatt, Megan Barry, & Dr. Pete Harris; moderated by Chelsea Crowell

Thank you for your support and attention! I wish you courage, clarity, and fire.

Buick Audra

September events & a new single announced!

I’m pleased to announce “Lullaby of Loathing,” coming to you on September 10th! This is the third and final of the freestanding singles to be released before I start releasing work from the forthcoming album. This one concludes the series, with fire. When I wrote this song, I thought, I can’t release this. People don’t want to hear a woman say these things. I very nearly put it on the shelf. But I’ve had a change of heart. Whether or not anyone else wants to hear me say these things, I want to say them.

When I walked away from my solo work years ago, I did so for a number of reasons. Some of them were internal, but some of them weren’t. Some of them had to do with toxic behaviors of other people, not the least of which were unfit men in gatekeeping positions in the Nashville music community. They’re everywhere. Throw a stone, you’ll hit one. This is my stone. Please pre-save the single!

Photo by Anna Haas

Photo by Anna Haas

I’m also thrilled to share these September solo events! I’ll be celebrating the release of “Lullaby of Loathing” at these shows, along with the other singles I released earlier in the year. Details below!

September 10 - The Outpost, Knoxville TN - full band show - supporting Aaron Lee Tasjan

September 11 - Buzzbin, Canton OH - solo show - Femme Fest

September 12 - Westside Bowl, Youngstown OH - solo show - with Jay Byrd

September 24 - Americana Fest, Nashville TN - panel - A Conversation on Substance Abuse and Addiction Resources in the Americana Community // With Lilly Hiatt, Megan Barry, & Dr. Pete Harris; moderated by Chelsea Crowell

That’s the news for now! I appreciate your attention and support. Can’t wait to share the new song with you. More soon,

Buick Audra

"Maybe I'll Fly Instead" is out!

Thank you for being here! My new single is out today! “Maybe I’ll Fly Instead” is my second single in this chapter of my solo work. The song is about rising above family dynamics and choosing a path that offers more personal freedom and self-worth. It’s about autonomy. Stream it everywhere!

The track was written and produced by me, and of course, it’s me on guitar and vocals; I am joined by Kris Donegan on additional guitars, Lex Price on bass, and Jerry Roe on drums, percussion, and vibes. I recorded my vocals, but the full band was tracked by Dan Knobler; mixing was handled by Collin Dupuis; mastering was done by Dan Shike. Anna Haas shot the cover photo.

I’m delighted to share the video for “Maybe I’ll Fly Instead” with you, as well! The video is a single shot, done at sunset on Tybee Island, Georgia. We had a very narrow window of time with which to make this happen, but we were given the gifts of light, birds, a child and parent, magic, and a bloodmoon. Look for the full moon at the very end of the video; there was a total lunar eclipse seven hours later. Jerry Roe masterfully shot, directed, and edited the video. We hope you love it! Huge thanks to Americana Highways for premiering the video earlier this week!

I’m so grateful to have your attention and support. If you feel moved to share the work, it would be quite appreciated. I’m a one-woman show over here, doing my best. I send you my love and respect! Go fly.

Buick Audra

Americana Highways premieres the "Maybe I'll Fly Instead" video!

Hello, friends! 

I’m so happy to share the video for “Maybe I’ll Fly Instead” with all of you! Huge thanks to Americana Highways for the premiere love! Thrilled to be featured here with this song about autonomy and breaking family cycles.

This subject is easier for me to sing about than talk about. It’s taken me years to get to a place where I can say that I come from cyclical silence, punishment, and shame. It’s happening in my life right now as I type this. I’m grateful to the version of me who was able to write this song about it. It’s always a surprise what comes from within. Sometimes it’s hope and power. 

Please enjoy this single-shot video that Jerry Roe directed and shot on beautiful Tybee Island! I had to get back to the Atlantic for this one, to borrow courage from it. Jerry’s vision for this was perfect.

All my love and thanks to the folks who played on this track: Kris Donegan, Lex Price, and Jerry Roe. Thank you all for always showing up and bringing your best selves to my work. Thanks and appreciation to Dan Knobler who tracked the band, Collin Dupuis who mixed, and Dan Shike who mastered! Thank you for helping me make this song sound like my Miami childhood. Love to Anna Haas for the cover photo! 

The single releases on all platforms on Friday! Pre-save now!

Thanks for being here!

Buick Audra



"All My Failures" is in the world!

Friends!

Thank you all for being here. I am so thrilled to share my new single “All My Failures” with you! She is my first proper solo release in ten years. Stream it anywhere and everywhere!

“All My Failures” came to me in my sleep about a year ago. I woke up and heard the chorus as clearly as you’ll hear it on the track. The song is about the middle-of-the-night panic attacks I’ve lived with for years. Months later, I recorded it with some of my favorite musicians on the planet. Here’s the band: Jerry Douglas, Lex Price, Jerry Roe, Bryan Sutton, and myself. The great Trina Shoemaker mixed it, and Dan Shike mastered it. Anna Haas took the cover photo as well as all press photos for the release. What an absolute pleasure to work with all of them.

We also made a video for the song; it premiered in Rolling Stone earlier this week! They named “All My Failures” as one of the best Country songs of the week! Jerry Roe directed, shot, and edited the video—and did such a beautiful job with it.

I wrote an essay about the origins of both my panic attacks and the song. The fantastic literary site, Brevity, published it today! I hope you enjoy it.

Last, there is one small piece of merch for this release: Failure Mail. I’m hand-writing out all of the things I’ve considered to be my failures, and then I’m mailing them out—releasing them to the world. If you’d like one, you can buy them exclusively from Bandcamp! Each card comes with the song, too! The lyrics are also up on Bandcamp.

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Thank you for celebrating today with me, It means the world! I look forward to sharing more work with you in the coming months. For now, please enjoy “All My Failures.”

Buick

Rolling Stone names "All My Failures" as one of the best Country songs of the week!

Friends! I am beyond thrilled to share this news with you. Rolling Stone has named “All My Failures” as one of its picks for the week. They’re debuting the video in advance of the official release date, this Friday, April 23rd (pre-save here)! Huge thanks to them and to Jon Freeman for honoring the work in this way!

My love and gratitude to Jerry Roe, who wrote, shot, and edited the beautiful video, and who loved me through the process of realizing this pivotal work of mine. Immense gratitude to the brilliant and generous musicians who joined me for the track: Jerry Douglas, Lex Price, Jerry Roe, and Bryan Sutton. Gratitude to Trina Shoemaker who mixed the track, and to Dan Shike who mastered it.

(And to younger versions of me: congrats, kid. We did it. We’re doing it.)

This song has been grown from seed, set out into daylight, protected from the elements, and watered at safe intervals. Here she is. Love and thanks for being here!

Buick Audra

JULY + AUGUST TOUR DATES FOR FRIENDSHIP COMMANDERS // SOLO PERFORMANCE ON FRET BUZZ

Hi there!
My band has some upcoming Summer tour dates! We're also excited to announce the Nashville show at the end of the run on August 3rd with fellow local heavies, Howling Giant. Save the date, Nash! All are listed below.

If you'd like to receive notifications about when Friendship Commanders are coming to a city near you, follow them on Bandsintown!

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I performed a new solo song called “Pocket-Sized Friend” on a new web series by Mike’s Music called Fret Buzz! The show is about songwriting, guitar players, vintage instruments, and coffee. Mike’s Music is a terrific music store with two locations; one in Cincinnati OH and one in Covington KY. The Covington spot has a sound stage and they’re hosting this new series there! I was on the third episode, which airs on August 1st. Subscribe to their YouTube channel here and stay tuned for updates!

That’s all for now!

Thanks for stopping by!

-BA

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UPCOMING FRIENDSHIP COMMANDERS TOUR DATES:

7.21.19 // Highlands Tap Room // Louisville KY

7.22.19 // Cobra Lounge // Chicago IL

7.23.19 // Buzzbin // Canton OH

7.24.19 // Sanctuary // Detroit MI

7.25.19 // Westside Bowl // Youngstown OH

7.26,19 // Milk Boy // Philadelphia PA

7.27.19 // O’Brien’s Pub // Allston MA

7.28.19 // Apohadion Theater // Portland ME

7.29.19 // Brooklyn Bazaar // Brooklyn NY

7.30.19 // Wonderland // Richmond VA

7.31.19 // Slim’s // Raleigh NC

8.01.19 // Caledonia Lounge // Athens GA

8.03.19 // Little Harpeth Brewing // Nashville TN

FACING THE MUSIC, LITERALLY

Here goes nothing!

I’m going to do something this year; something outside of my band, Friendship Commanders. I’m not quite ready to talk about what it is yet, but I can tell you it’s already on the calendar—and not just my calendar. A few other people are involved. Something is going down.

I’ve committed the last five-plus years to FC; the choice to do so was mine. Time was, I’d do a bunch of projects at the same time. I had solo output, other collaborations and bands, and was always writing for other outlets. And I was a clothing designer for big chunk of years, too. I made a lot of work, sometimes through very complicated periods of my life. I’ve said many times that the creative outlets likely kept me alive and sane through those times. However, it was hard to do the work justice. Touring was difficult, and I scarcely had label or PR support of any kind for the work I was putting out into the world. At a certain point, I had to simplify. I put all other projects and personas on the shelf, literally and figuratively. I paused. And when we started Friendship Commanders, I went all in. While I have had the occasional outside collaboration in that time, all participation has been brief and limited. In the six years we’ve been a band, we’ve released two full-length albums, four EPs, four Halloween singles, and seven videos. It’s been an intense focus. The band is my favorite thing I’ve ever been a part of.

But I can’t pretend it’s the only thing I’ve been a part of. I’ve made a lot of work. And I just looked at a bunch of it because I was reorganizing the storage of all past releases to make room for new work. There isn’t any room. I’m maxed out, living among the work I don’t talk about for various reasons. Well, I’m going to talk about it. And I’m going to do something radical, in this age of crowdfunding and patreon and all that, I’m going to ask you to buy my previous work. This will help me pay for and make room for new work, both within my physical space, and also within myself. I’m treating it as a reclamation. My previous work has been wrapped up in difficult stories and realities relating to family, dysfuctional collaborative dynamics, loss, and grief. I set it aside to recover. But, I’m upright these days, and I’m going to claim it for what it was: mine. Regardless of who else was involved, these records are my writing and my concepts, outside of the few outside writers on Family Album. (More on that in a minute.) This work belongs to me, and I’d like to share it with you. I’d like to be known. And when/if there is something else to share, I hope you’ll check that out, too. But for now, I don’t want donations or to knit you a scarf or write out lyrics by hand. I want to share my previous work with you. And I’m making it as easy as humanly possible. All options and descriptions below.

Also, I send terrific mail. I can guarantee you’ll like getting the packages. Bonus materials will be involved. 

I’m not going to strap a bunch of empty genre descriptors to the work below. It’s music. Some is electric, some is not.

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33 SLADE

The Way To Win: A True Story

First album by my first band! We made it with J. Robbins at the legendary Inner Ear studio in Arlington VA! 33 Slade was Boey Russell on drums, Levi Fuller on bass, and me on guitar and vocals. I started my record label, Trimming The Shield Records, with my brother to release this album. It came out in December of 2002. This is the true beginning.

My favorite track: "Mourning Rush"

 

Harmonies For One

This was our second album, produced in part with Grant Hart, and also with Matt Squire. Matt engineered it as well. Paul Kolderie mixed it. All of the above happened at Camp Street in Cambridge MA, a wonderful studio that is now gone, sadly. I loved working there and did so a few different times. I released this album after the band had already parted ways (geographically, primarily; Levi moved to Seattle). The record came out in 2007. I’m super proud of it. Oh, and this is the first record on which I ever acted as producer. 

My favorite track: "Paved In Teeth"

 

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Rose Ink

I tracked this record right after 33 Slade wound down. I had just moved to Brooklyn (like, the week before), and did this project at SOMD in College Park MD. I worked with Matt Squire again; he was briefly working at this studio before moving out West. This EP was tough. It was the first solo effort I ever made and it felt lonely and pretty revealing. It’s an eight song body of work that features just me playing a 1960 Fender Duo-Sonic and singing. Mixed by Alex Hartman. Came out in the Summer of 2006. Also, Stumptown printed these CD cases, and they’re really lovely. Cover logo and lettering by acclaimed tattoo and visual artist, Scott Campbell.

My favorite track: "The Worst Of Me"

 

Singer

I could write a book about making this record and the one after it, no joke. But for now, I’ll just say that this work took a lot to get together for some reason. Singer was my first full solo album, and I made it over the course of two very long years. I made it in four studios between Boston, New York, and San Diego—with at least as many engineers! You’d never know it to look at the CD. It looks like a cool breeze. It wasn’t. BUT: I did make the trip to Ojai CA to master the record with the late great Doug Sax at the Mastering Lab, and man, was that a treat. If you don’t know about Doug, look him up. If you do know about him, you know that his contributions pulled the whole thing together with whatever wizardry he possessed. Not to downplay the work itself; I’m proud of it, But it was very cool to watch Doug change it for the better. This record came out in February of 2008. (I only have eighteen copies of this album left in the wide world; that feels crazy.) Cover logo and lettering by tattoo artist Ram Hannan.

My favorite track: "Happy Loser"

 

Family Album

This record also took around two years to track, and here’s why: I made it with twenty-three members of my families of choice and origin, in homes all over the country. Field recordings! I finally have enough distance from the experiences to say that I love this work, and I’m glad I did it when I did. I certainly don’t have the stomach for it now. Along with songs written by me, the album features work by Boey Russell (my brother), Catherine Huebsch (my mother), Randy Prentice (my biological father), and Fred Neil. Fred was a close friend and collaborator to my mother, and I grew up knowing him as a sort of uncle. I recorded “Little Bit of Rain” by Fred for this collection. I mixed the record with Eric McConnell, here in Nashville, which worked on a couple levels. I had recorded the music in homes, and Eric’s studio is also in his home (you’ve maybe seen his home on the cover of Loretta Lynn’s Van Lear Rose; that record was made at his house, too). And, Eric was terrific to work with, letting me lead the mixing sessions and see the vision through. I valued that experience very much. I returned to Ojai once more to master this body of work with Doug. Again, he applied magic; again, I was grateful. And that was the last time I saw Doug. He passed a couple of years later. This record was released in February of 2011. Cover logo and lettering by tattoo artist Ram Hannan.

My favorite track: "Brand New Lie"

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Those are the greatest hits! There are other records with other people, but I’m focusing on these right now. This is the major work of my life, pre-Friendship Commanders. I’m proud of it. I hope you like it. Thanks in advance for your support, and of course to the people who have been paying attention all along! All sales of these previous albums will contribute to Something New. Feels like a good system. Physical media bundles below! Oh—and I’m making a few ties for this project. I have a necktie line called B. Arson Neckwear, and to honor this new reclamation of my work, I’m making a limited edition tie called AUDRA. The fabric is the very silk I made the Singer cover dress from. It’s stunning. Photos and description below! Enjoy.

ALL FIVE RECORDS - $33 (+shipping) 

ALL BUICK AUDRA RECORDS - $23 (+shipping)



BOTH 33 SLADE RECORDS - $13 (+shipping)

AUDRA NECKTIE + ALL BUICK AUDRA RECORDS - $86 (+shipping) - only 3 available

If you absolutely can’t have physical media in your life, and have no use for the lyrics and liner notes (that we labor over as artists), you can buy the digital media on my bandcamp profile, on iTunes, or on Amazon.

Thank you for honoring my work. Art is not charity; it is art.

And I want to say this for myself, and for as well as for anyone else who needs to hear it: we are not our wounds. We are not extensions of our families. We are not what others think or say of us. We are our own. What a beautiful, powerful thing to be.

-Buick Audra

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NEW! AUDRA NECKTIE 

Handmade necktie // jacquard silk with charmeuse lining // 60 inches long by 2 inches wide at bottom (can be made shorter if necessary)

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